Hola.
Definetly a bad, bad blogger. Oh well. What have I accomplished so far this summer, since my return to my beloved Montréal? Not much. OUI, I played some music. A lot of guitar actually. A lot of reading. Lame writing. Worked in a boring office, 8 to 5, monday to friday. Everything I did NOT want in a job. Why am I doing it? Because it's easy. The opportunity presented itself so out of nowhere, it was easier to say "yeah sure" then "no thanks". Because that would have mean EXPLAINING myself. Why do you not want a job? Why don't you take it? Then waste my energy explaining my reasons that are pretty good, aka ITS NOT ME, I HATE OFFICE TASKS, and I'M NOT GOOD AT STAYING BETWEEN 4 WALLS 9 HOURS A DAY. And then it would have been: Why? Why can't you do like everyone else? Life isn't just travels, and fairytales and fun Catherine. Be real. And then it would turn into an argument and I'd waste even more enery. So I said, "Yeah sure I'll do it" and "thanks".
Result : getting up at 6hrs30am every morning. Getting home. Too demoralized to do anything because of a shitty day. Procrastinate. Go to bed around 1am. Not enough sleep. Tired. Too much coffee. Yellow teeth. Shut up Catherine. At least you have a job.
Okay what else? Oh yeah so I finally, for good, decisws who's worth it, and who's not. Who deserves my attention, and who doesn't. It was hard my friends, to detach myself from the one I loved with all my heart but I think I finally did it. Hard breakup. But it's for the best. A door closed, a window open. And I think it's already opened :)
I wanna help out this friend of mine who has started a foundation called The Thirst Project. I wanna organize a show, all the benefits would go this foundation. Seth Maxwell is such an inspiring young man! He works his ass off for this foundation and I wanna have a part in its success, even just a small one. I want to contribute. I want to be a World's citizen. We all should. Anyway, here's the link http://www.thirstproject.org/
What kind of post is this anyway? I'm so all over the place.
It's stupid. I had all these ideas all week for my blog "oh I'll talk about this! and I'll write that, omigod this is great and I'll post pictures and blablabla....." FAILED. Can't remember any. I should have done it ON THE SPOT! Ugh. Okay. This weekend. Before Sunday night. I will write at least 2 more posts. Promise to myself. I will. Commitment. Oh jesus.
Enough for tonight.
I'm disgusted by my self.
Catherine
xoxo
