Some days I wanna scream to everyone who even just look at me to leave me the fuck alone. Don't even talk to me, don't stare at me, don't smile, forget that I even exist and give me a fucking break. I wish I could just walk and walk non stop, to another province, another country, get lost in the forest, swim in the ocean without feeling the tiredness, climb a mountain, all alone with my thoughts. Don't try to understand me, don't try to make me feel good. I can become so irritated by the most insignificant things..... like right now. STUPID PHONE BETTER STOP RINGING. I'm on edge. Right now, right this moment, I need the outdoors, the calm and the sounds and noises of the nature. I miss the beach.
